Showing posts with label 悠悠我心. Show all posts
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Sunday 26 March 2017

万丈高楼从地起

一转眼,六个星期过去了,幸运的,我还是兴致高昂的。

我喜欢挑战,我不相信世界上有克服不了的困难。面对着我所没有想象过的难题,我一方面觉得棘手,一方面觉得有趣。我的工作日,总是趣味怏然。

我正兴致勃勃地打着地基,我正一心一意地培养团队。我在寻找着有同样信念的伙伴,一起成长,一起逆转现在的困境,把最真实的潜能给发掘发扬。我坚信光明就在远方……



光明

当灰烬查封了凝霜的屋簷
当车菊草化作深秋的露水
我用固执的枯籐做成行囊
走向了那布满荆棘的他乡

当大地铺满了悲凄的落叶
当杜鹃花化作远空的雾霭
祝福我吧我最思念的亲人
那就是我向你告别的身影

也许迷途的惆怅会扯碎我的脚步
可我相信未来会给我一双梦想的翅膀
虽然失败的苦痛已让我遍体鳞伤
可我坚信光明就在远方

当灰烬查封了凝霜的屋簷
当车菊草化作深秋的露水
我用固执的枯籐做成行囊
走向了那布满荆棘的他乡

也许征程的迷惘会扯碎我的手臂
可我相信未来会给我一双梦想的翅膀
虽然挫折的创伤已让我寸步难行
可我坚信光明就在远方

我用翅膀掀起那天边的排浪
我用身躯拖起那血红的太阳
就在这刺骨而凛冽的大风中
你会听到我赞美未来的呼喊

也许迷途的惆怅会扯碎我的脚步
可我相信未来会给我一双梦想的翅膀
虽然失败的苦痛已让我遍体鳞伤
可我坚信光明就在远方

也许征程的迷惘会扯碎我的手臂
可我相信未来会给我一双梦想的翅膀
虽然挫折的创伤已让我寸步难行
可我坚信光明就在远方

可我坚信光明就在远方

Saturday 11 March 2017

Hidden Figures

三八妇女节那天,我和朋友去看了"Hidden Figures",这肯定是最贴切的妇女节庆祝方式(虽然我们纯粹是巧合)。

去年,我在bookdepository的网站上买了本Hidden Figures,收到了才发觉自己无意中买了Young Readers' Edition,不过我还是一口气把它看完。书写得没怎么样(可能因为是少年版),可是这真实故事非常感人。

这是关于忍辱的故事,这是关于坚强的故事,这是关于向上的故事,这是关于永不放弃的故事……

在五六十年代的美国,种族歧视、性别歧视是今天的我们所不能想象的。而在这么恶劣的环境下,这几位African-American女性数学家、工程师在NASA里默默地为美国送人上太空做出巨大贡献。然而,在这本书之前,我们不曾听说NASA里头的'West Wing',历史书里总是忽略了许多真实的无名英雄……

看了这本书后,我一直期待着电影。一来我认为电影可以把这故事述说得非常感人,二来我希望电影可以让更多普罗大众知道这些不为人知的故事,当然,我也偷偷想念着Kevin Costner……



果然,电影拍得好看,在African-American Civil Rights Movement的历史背景上,它避开了煽情,娓娓地说着三位非裔女性的生活故事。有时候轻松活泼,有时候严肃沉重,有时候幽默有趣……娱乐性丰富的同时又引人深思。我们看着Katherine Johnson, Mary Jackson 和 Dorothy Vaughan如何在事业上、家庭里、生活中处理种族及性别歧视课题,也看着她们如何互相鼓励互相扶持。她们各自都是颗闪耀的星星,身上都有傲骨,在道道不通的环境里走出了一条大道。




书里我印象较深刻的一幕
由于这真实故事本身非常激励感人,导演舍弃了花俏,只是很忠厚老实地把Katherine Johnson, Mary Jackson和Dorothy Vaughan的故事简简单单地说了一遍。当然,这毕竟是电影,导演也并没有完全忠于史实,但当中的更改我是能够接受的。Kevin Costner、Kirsten Dunst和Jim Parsons的角色是虚构的,为的是增加电影的戏剧性。(否则也没有白人上司用铁锤把"Coloreds Only” bathroom sign拆下的一幕、否则也没有"Here at NASA we all pee the same color"这样的对白)

Taraji P. Henson, Janelle Monáe和Octavia Spencer的荧幕化学很好,电影的第一幕观众都轻易地爱上了她们。我们都喜欢她们之间的友谊,我们都相信她们的坚韧。还有久违的Kevin Costner,他演活了那种objective-driven,不拘言笑的强势领袖。我还意外的喜欢Glen Powell,不知道John Glenn的笑容有没有这么真诚灿烂。难怪这部电影拿下了2017年的Screen Actors Guild Award for Outstanding Performance by a Cast in a Motion Picture。



如果你和我一样,在这本书之前完全没听说过原来有这么一群女性数学家,在那个还没有电脑的年代,手握铅笔扮演着“human computers”的角色,把火箭和太空人送上太空,那么,你就该读这本书。如果你不爱看书,那么,请你务必要看这部电影。是的,虽然这只是部典型好莱坞程式的娱乐电影,但是Katherine Johnson, Mary Jackson和 Dorothy Vaughan的故事太感人,我们不应该到现在才知道她们的存在。

如果你有孩子,请你带他们进戏院看这部电影,这是娱乐性丰富的历史课:(一)NASA航天史;(二)电脑的起步;(三)那个种族歧视、性别歧视的年代。

让你的孩子看看这些杰出的人才,因为肤色和性别,而当不上她们原本有资格当上的职位、而被隔离在不同的建筑物工作。而她们如何不自哀自怨地向上,如何排除万难地向前,如何在被亏待后仍然一心一意地奉献……让你的孩子明白我们必须尽己所能,我们必须永不停止的学习。

趁这个机会,和你的孩子谈谈人生与价值观……






请你也读:

'Hidden Figures': How Black Women Did The Math That Put Men On The Moon

The ‘Hidden Figures’ of NASA’s Early Years and the Woman Who Told Their Story

Overlooked heroes from technology’s early days inspire tomorrow’s STEM leaders

Wednesday 1 March 2017

我要的规律

别看我平时一副不按理牌出牌的模样,好像很随心所欲的样子,其实,我也喜欢在生活中有些特定的规律。

最近我在日常生活的时间上做了些调整。现在每天五点十五分起床,拉筋半小时、7 minutes workout、静坐,然后上大号、冲凉,最后才吃早餐(妈妈不在家时就煮了汤,放入slow cooker的那时间段吃早餐)。当然,月经期间我让身体好好休息。

早餐我尽量多加变化。有时候是牛奶麦片,有时候三文治,有时候是简单美味的药材面。比如说今天吧,我就把昨天剩下的药材汤煮热,加入面条、杏鲍菇、杞子、鸡蛋,煮熟了加入院子里剪下的青菜和江鱼仔,简单美味又健康。



Saturday 18 February 2017

就是个不断寻找自己的过程

我记得刚开始做工的那十多年,我每天早上都带着兴奋、期待的心情去上班。我对那些学不完的事儿充满好奇,天天兴致勃勃地学习。那些满足感、贡献感像鸦片一样,工作即使排山倒海,拍拍身上尘土、抖掉身上水珠,又是往前冲的一条好汉。

后来,组织换了一种我无法理解似有若无的理念,汪峰的《觉醒》成了最真实的写照。我漠视那个已经不再熟悉的环境,把心思放在团队里的新一代,用我的绵力为社会训练一批专业,就为了心底的骄傲和光明。

再后来,我幸运。突然间生活不止眼前的苟且,还有诗和远方的田野……我过着悠然而往清静无为的生活(无为不是无所作为,不是无所事事,而是不做无效的工作。不该干的不能干,该干的必须干)。

宇宙忙着给我捧上无限的可能,我的导师以一个Law of Least Effort让我欣然接受了送上门来的责任。

五天过去了,我遇上了无数的挑战,却也同时为无数人带来了新希望。The Law of Giving and Receiving教我the process of circulating joy and affluence in life。我再次每天带着兴奋、期待的心情去上班。笃定地,莫听穿林打叶声,何妨吟啸且徐行……只愿这颗跳动不停的心永远慈爱。




第三极 
原唱:许巍
填词:王海涛
谱曲:许巍
编曲 :王文颖(贝贝)

何必管一片海
有多澎湃
何必管那山岗
它高在什么地方
只愿这颗跳动不停的心
永远慈爱
好让这世间冰冷的胸膛
如盛开的暖阳
旅人等在那里
虔诚仰望着云开
咏唱回荡那里
伴着寂寞的旅程
心中这一只鹰
在哪里翱翔
心中这一朵花
它开在那片草原
旅人等在那里
虔诚仰望着云开
咏唱回荡那里
伴着寂寞的旅程
我就停在这里
跋山涉水后等待
我永远在这里
涌着爱面朝沧海

Saturday 11 February 2017

Ted Chiang的小故事

我果然去book depository买了Ted Chiang(姜峯楠)的Stories of Your Life and Others。究竟是过去的我预知未来所以顺流而行买了这本书,还是过去的我以自由意志决定了今天的我读这本书……我是依序泼墨成画,还是袖手看泼墨成画,或是依画泼墨



Ted Chiang至2015年为止写了十五篇短篇,七篇得奖(还有其他最佳作者奖什么的)。他的故事究竟有什么过人之处呢?可能,大家潜意识里都相信世界不需要像现在这样……



Ted Chiang写小说,你也不觉得高潮迭起,可是他娓娓道来,一些复杂的想法在有条不紊的信息积累后突然显现。平淡中奇幻暗涌。关于人生、人性的问题,时不时悄悄地渗透进来,我招架不住(可能也不想招架)。

如果你已经看了电影Arrival,问了自己很多问题,也享受这种头昏脑胀的过程,你会喜欢Stories of Your Life and Others。与其说是科幻小说集,不如就称之为短篇故事集吧。人文主义者写的短篇小说。八个小故事,无数大问题。

  • "Tower of Babylon" (Nebula Award winner)
  • "Understand"
  • "Division by Zero"
  • "Story of Your Life" (Nebula Award and Theodore Sturgeon Memorial Award winner)
  • "Seventy-Two Letters"  (Sidewise Award winner)
  • "The Evolution of Human Science"
  • "Hell Is the Absence of God" (Hugo Award, Locus Award and Nebula Award winner)
  • "Liking What You See: A Documentary"

Tuesday 7 February 2017

水Jambu (水蓊果)


水蓊,我们槟城福建人称“水jambu”(水蓊原产于马来群岛,17世纪由荷兰人引进台湾,由于我们称jambu,台湾就音译为莲雾。),是我最爱的水果之一。我爱吃的是这种扁钟形,果形中小,果皮表面上有隆纹的,有时候里头还有一两粒种子。酸甜酸甜的,做rojak特别好吃。现在市场上常见到的是大颗的莲雾,甜的,做rojak一点个性都没有,我不爱。

好久没吃这种马来西亚品种的“水jambu”了,妈妈今天在巴刹看见,二话不说买了一公斤回来解馋。淋上自制rojak酱,撒上花生末,好吃又消暑。

小时候,我三姨婆家庭院有棵水蓊树,结果时一树鲜红、嫩红、浅红,特别漂亮。我们在院子里玩,渴了也不找水喝,地上捡几颗、树上採几颗,在衣服上抹一抹就吃。“奢华”一点的就等大人想吃时弄一碗酱清+细糖,大家围着小碗沾着吃。就这样过一个热闹又满足的炎炎午后……

可惜的是,明明是马来群岛的土生植物,却因为没什么经济价值而渐渐从马来半岛消失。再过几年说起水蓊果,大家只知道从别的国家引进的品种。


我们小时候吃rojak,原料特别简单,都是当地的食材,水jambu、黄梨、ambra等,浓浓南洋风味。这几年吃 rojak,越搞越华丽,想吃水蓊还得碰运气。老来只能话当年了……

Saturday 28 January 2017

贺年片

小时候,贺年片是农历新年重大的一部分。新年前在书店、文具店、购物中心的柜台前慢慢为每一个亲朋戚友细选贺年片,在书桌前认真地写上贺语,再贴上邮票寄出(或亲自给同学递送贺年片),整个过程细长而神圣。收到贺年片大家也不忘用把贺年片挂在墙上、摆在桌上,为家里增添新年气氛。

今年,我以为自己稍微清闲,想要画贺年片给亲朋戚友寄上。奈何,我高估了自己的水准,练习了好久都是一些见不得人的拙作,最后只好放弃这个念头。







当然,我的贺岁e卡仍然是参着一些自己的拙作,希望收到的人不嫌弃。毕竟,都是诚意满满的贺语。 愿大家安康幸福快乐。

Wednesday 25 January 2017

清静无为

到今天为止,我已经五个月没有呆坐在办公室里了。

许多人问我“这么有空,怎么打发时间”。我想说的是,无论谁离开了朝九晚五的规律(我则是朝八晚五时半),每天只有二十四个小时仍然是个不变的定律。唯一的不同,就是你多了运用时间的自由,如果你以为这样子会闲得发慌,那你必定是误解了时间与人生。

我仍然每天只有二十四个小时,和大家一样,我的时间仍然不够用。时间的分配不是茫盲忙,是清晰明确充实。

我趁现在时间自由,尽量配合十二经脉时间作息。胃经运行时吃完早餐,脾经当令时到小院子里耕作,心经运行时睡个午觉,小肠经旺时可以吃午餐,膀胱经运作我就喝下午茶,肾经运行时喝汤吃晚餐,心包经当令就晚餐后散步,过后就看看电视读读书准备睡觉去。



想要吃个早餐,我会到小菜园里看看有什么可以收割的,要吃多少收割多少。从收割到清洗到烹饪到终于上桌有时候甚至要近一个小时,但感觉特别好,很恬然地活在当下。想要吃个零食,我甚至乐于自己炒南瓜子慢慢啃。现代人眼中低效率的事儿,我觉得真实而且乐趣无穷。



我每天还要学画画呀、听音乐呀、读书呀、写笔记呀、看戏呀、茗茶呀、品咖啡呀、拈花呀、惹草呀、耕作呀、下厨呀、策划呀、当司机呀、会亲友呀、叙旧呀、谈人生呀、看看世界呀……哪来的时间打发?

还有女红呢?书法呢?茶道呢?剪纸呢?雕塑呢?传统食谱研究呢?T恤设计呢?中医呢?诸子百家呢?戏曲呢?武术呢?宗教哲理呢?都不够时间了,拿什么消磨?

即使是在蜗牛角上,人生仍然有无尽的选择。别以为眼前的规律是一切,无为就好。

Monday 23 January 2017

泼墨画

究竟是泼墨了才有物象再有意象,还是有意象了再泼墨方成物象,还是先决定了物象再泼墨方勾出意象?无论如何,终成幅画,是不是?




最近一口气看了刘慈欣地球往事三部曲*和好莱坞电影Arrival*,思绪有一点慌乱。都是泼墨画似的作品,看似迷蒙内敛,其实气势磅礴。泼洒在娟素上的水墨痕迹开初不成物象 ,随着渐渐成形勾出意象。然后,我知道我不知道。

你说,以我们的认知局限,在多维度空间里不小心一眼望穿时间长河,是一种怎么样的悲哀?
你说,若光锥之内是命运,在光锥之外存心或无意泼墨的,是一种怎么样的存在?

如果我不想谈哲学不想深究物理,只想介于知道与不知道之间,行不?
如果我不想知道真相,只想在当下规规矩矩做人老老实实做事,行不?


*注:
1. 刘慈欣的地球往事三部曲为《三体》、《三体II:黑暗森林》、《三体III:死神永生
2. 上网查了一下才知道原来Arrival是改编自科幻短篇Story of Your Life,作家是美籍华裔姜峯楠,看来我又得到book depository进货了




过去心不可得,现在心不可得,未来心不可得……

Thursday 19 January 2017

The Seven Spiritual Laws of Success

The Seven Spiritual Laws of Success is one of those books that's always at my bed side.

Of course, I am not qualified to explain The Seven Spiritual Laws of Success to anyone. I am far from mastering these laws. However, I'd like to share how these laws helped me to grow, guided me when I'm in doubt. (I always believe that 真理大同, we have read about these 'laws' from various books and sources but I like how Deepak Chopra makes them systematic, simple and easy to follow if you ever wish to practice.)



1) The Law of Pure Potentiality
The source of all creation is pure consciousness. We are, in our essential state, pure consciousness. When we discover our essential nature and know who we really are, we have the ability to fulfill any dreams we have.

The book mentioned about daily practice of silence, meditation and non-judgment. While all these practices are ways to access the field, at this stage, I benefited the most from practicing non-judgment.
I used to behave as if I am at the center of the universe. I dislike certain experiences, certain things about people, and a lot of things about myself. I got angry, frustrated, disappointed all the time. When I learn to accept, I noticed that most of the experiences are neither good nor bad, they’re just happening. I start to adopt a skeptical attitude about my own thoughts. (Our thoughts often lie to us, and we can feel empowered by choosing not to automatically believe them.)
Don't get me wrong. I am not a saint. I STILL judge a lot! However, as much as I can, as frequent as I can, I will consciously choose to practice non-judgement.


2) The Law of Giving and Receiving
The Universe operates through dynamic exchange. In our willingness to give that which we seek, we keep the abundance of the universe circulating in our lives. The more you give, the more you will receive.

I learn that the gifts of caring, attention, affection, appreciation and love are some of the most precious gifts you can give to everyone you come into contact with. With this, we can begin the process of circulating joy and affluence in life.
I also learn to gratefully receive all the gifts that life has to offer me.


3) The Law of Karma (or Cause and Effect)
"Karma" is both action and the consequence of that action; it is cause and effect. (Just like Newton's Third Law of Motion, every action has an equal and opposite reaction).
If we want to create happiness in our lives, we must learn to sow the seeds of happiness. Therefore, karma implies the action of conscious choice-making. (A lot of us make choices unconsciously, and therefore we don't think they are choices--and yet, they are.) The book taught us that, whenever making a choice, one must ask two questions: “What are the consequences of this choice that I’m making?” and “Will this choice bring fulfillment and happiness to me and also to those who are affected by this choice?”, then ask your own heart for guidance. If the choice feels comfortable, then plunge ahead with abandon. If the choice feels uncomfortable, one need to pause and see the consequences.

I used to argue about why do good things happen to bad people and bad things happen to good people. Having this paradigm, most of the time we may feel completely powerless to change our circumstances.
Now, I understand that's just my circle of concerns and I'd rather focus on my circle of influence (my choices). I love the fact that ultimately this law makes us accountable for our actions and for our own circumstances. Our life doesn't just "happen." Our life is carefully designed by ourselves, choices after choices.
If we want to create happiness in our lives, we must learn to sow the seeds of happiness. Simple.


4) The Law of Least Effort
This law is based on the fact that nature's intelligence functions with effortless ease and abandoned carefreeness. This is the principle of least action, of no resistance. This is, therefore, the principle of harmony and love. When we learn this lesson from nature, we easily fulfill our desires. Ultimately, you come to the state where you do nothing and accomplish everything. This means that there is just a faint idea, and then the manifestation of the idea comes about effortlessly. What is commonly called a "miracle" is actually an expression of the Law of Least Effort. Least effort is expended when your actions are motivated by love, because nature is held together by the energy of love. When you seek power and control over other people, you waste energy. When you seek money or power for the sake of the ego, you spend energy chasing the illusion of happiness instead of enjoying happiness in the moment. When your actions are motivated by love, your energy multiplies and accumulates--and the surplus energy you gather and enjoy can be channeled to create anything that you want, including unlimited wealth. 

I learn that I must commit to acceptance. The whole universe is as it should be. No point to struggle to go against the universe. However, this is not as passive as it sounds because I am responsible for my own situation after I accept the situations and circumstances as it should be. Oh, and most importantly, I no longer have the strong urge to persuade others to accept my point of view.


5) The Law of Intention and Desire
This law is based on the fact that energy and information exist everywhere in nature. The whole universe, in its essential nature, is the movement of energy and information. The only difference between you and a tree is the informational and energy content of your respective bodies. You can consciously change the energy and informational content of your own quantum mechanical body, and therefore influence the energy and informational content of your extended body--your environment, your world--and cause things to manifest in it. The quality of intention on the object of attention will orchestrate an infinity of space-time events to bring about the outcome intended, provided one follows the other spiritual laws of success. Intention lays the groundwork for the effortless, spontaneous, frictionless flow of pure potentiality. The only caution is that you use your intent for the benefit of mankind.

I love this law. I have a long list of all my desires (and not necessary material things), and I can let them stay in the womb of creation, waiting for the right time. Having my full attention in the present moment doesn't mean that my desires do not manifest the future.


6) The Law of Detachment
This law says that in order to acquire anything in the physical universe, you have to relinquish your attachment to it. This doesn't mean you give up the intention to create your desire. You give up your attachment to the result. Detachment is based on the unquestioning belief in the power of your true Self. 

This law free me from worries. When I practice this, I no longer rigidly impose my idea of how things should be. I understand that uncertainty is an essential part of our life. I embrace surprises in life and step into the field of all possibilities. Suddenly, we have an infinity of choices. Fun, adventure, magic, and mystery are waiting at the next corner.


7) The Law of "Dharma" or Purpose in Life
The seventh spiritual law of success is the Law of Dharma. (Dharma is a Sanskrit word that means "purpose in life.") This law says that we have taken manifestation in physical form to fulfill a purpose. You have a unique talent and a unique way of expressing it. There is something that you can do better than anyone else in the whole world--and for every unique talent and unique expression of that talent, there are also unique needs. When these needs are matched with the creative expression of your talent, that is the spark that creates affluence. Expressing your talents to fulfill needs creates unlimited wealth and abundance. There are three components to the Law of Dharma. The first says that each of us is here to discover our true Self. The second component is to express our unique talents; the expression of that talent takes you into timeless awareness. The third component is service to humanity. When you combine the ability to express your unique talent with service to humanity, then you make full use of the Law of Dharma. 

This is the one that I'm lost. I do not know what are my unique talents. (I'm a master of none) The only thing I can do is to always ask “How can I serve?” and “How can I help?”


Thursday 5 January 2017

床头书

我的床头,常年至少有着七八本书。

总会有两三本中/英文各种题材的non-fiction,永远都有一两本的国学经典书籍(没法子,读来读去读不明,只好常年循环重读),偶尔会有本中/英文小说(我看小说总是废寝忘食的,所以不敢常年放小说在床头。三两天看完一本是平常事,牺牲肝胆排毒时间后当然得多多休息,所以我对于看小说这回事是有所控制的。)而南怀瑾的《金刚经说什么》和Deepak Chopra的The 7 Spiritual Laws of Success几乎永远都在床头。

有幸在生命中遇见转捩点,去年八月尾至今,我一方面享受着“悠然而来,悠然而往”的生活,一方面思考着下一步。在人到四十的惊慌失措面前,我还得学习笃定。

(我一生中幸运,我总是在对的时间遇上对的人、对的事、读了对的书籍。)这四个月来,撇开诗歌、小说、美食书籍、工具书、旅游书籍、以及一直都在的床头书,我有幸读了(以及重读了)以下几本,仿佛都为了安抚我而做准备。

安抚什么呢?因为生命中难得的转捩点,突然间宇宙给我捧上无限的可能,我在分岔路前乱了脚步。

我深知自己是名副其实的Master of None,《荀子·劝学》里头那只梧鼠就是我。(“梧鼠五技而穷,五技渭:能飞不能上屋,能缘不能穷木,能游不能渡谷,能穴不能掩身,能走不能先人。”)我甚至不能肯定,面前的那些机会是不是真的“机会”,或是继续让我仅仅能飞能缘能游能穴能走。

最后,我还是问了导师(The world's best athletes need coaches, and you don't?)。他笑,问我最近还在读The 7 Spiritual Laws of Success吗?还记得Law of Least Effort吗?我笑。也对,可能潜意识里我还有什么未完成的心愿而不自知吧。我决定面对自己,欣然接受了送上门来的责任。

我的床头书,从来就不只是床头书……

Monday 14 November 2016

SSO Gala: Yo-Yo Ma & The Silk Road Ensemble



事隔六年,我再次为了马友友而到新加坡。这一次,仍然是为了马友友,为了The Silk Road Ensemble,为了支持一种理念……
“I’m always trying to figure out, at some level, who I am and how I fit in the world, which I think is something that I share with seven billion other people,” Mr. Ma says early in the film. That curiosity led him to assemble the Silk Road Ensemble, a collective of some 50 musicians and other artists from across the globe. 


兴奋地等待音乐会开始

当灯光暗下,台上只有吴彤吴蛮、和几个敲击乐手。吴彤以嘹亮的唢呐作开场,把大家带到熟悉又陌生的地方……当晚,一定有人和六年前的我一样,就这样子,成了吴彤的乐迷。

当然,Sandeep Das的tabla,Kayhan Kalhor的kamancheh,Kojiro Umezaki的shakuhachi,吴蛮的琵琶等,无不叫人心醉的……(当然,我必须称赞一下Esplanade Concert Hall的 acoustics设计,吴蛮在台上弹下第一声琵琶时,我们都吓了一下,这么清晰,仿佛就在身旁!)

The Silk Road Ensemble做得最棒的是,用音乐打破了文化与种族的隔阂,剩下的,就只有最单纯的感动。

当晚,我最爱的曲目,便数马友友及吴桐演奏的大提琴与笙双协奏曲《度》。(请容许我很肤浅的说一句:马友友在台上泰然自若地用大提琴‘唱歌’的模样实在是帅爆表!)作曲家赵麟取材于玄奘法师所著的《大唐西域记》,全曲分为《相》、《喜》、《悟》三个乐章。笙的空灵、悠扬与大提琴的厚重、哀叹形成鲜明的对照。当中的优美奥妙,文字无法形容,请你到土豆看:http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/ia9UA_6tEnU/,自己感受。

音乐会以Ascending Bird作为结束。此曲子重编,与SSO来个交响大合奏。这波斯民歌描绘灵魂的蜕变,在大合奏下依然是从灵魂深处放肆的奔放!




曲终,全场激动万分,大家拍烂了手掌,也来了个standing ovation,又“安哥”不停,最后,还是没盼来安哥曲目。马友友以他一贯的幽默风趣温文儒雅安抚了大家,说他得赶飞机去了。



我们在曲终人散后,在外头等着吴彤、Sandeep Das和Mark Suter的签名会。CD和其它与The Silk Road Ensemble有关的商品都卖完了,我们只能硬着头皮拿着音乐会特刊找他们签名拍照。

我们拍了照、签了名,一直迟迟不愿离去。最后,当他们给所有乐迷们都签了名字,薇问吴彤:“我可以和你自拍吗?” 吴彤说当然可以,还把同伴都叫来了。感动!好想告诉吴彤,除了他的笙和巴乌,我也好爱听他唱歌……


Monday 7 November 2016

不惑之年

子曰:吾十有五而志于学,三十而立,四十而不惑,五十而知天命,六十而耳顺,七十而从心所欲,不逾矩。


如果我说,小时候我一直期待四十岁,你会不会觉得我神经病?其实这不能怪我,“不惑”好诱惑。好不容易等到四十岁,却发觉自己三十没立,四十疑惑,真是尴尬。

祝贺别人四十岁生日时我自以为幽默地写了个部落格帖子,到自己四十岁了,心底还是一揪。


如果我可以活到六十岁,那人生的三分之二已经过去了;如果我可以活到八十岁,那人生的一半已经过去了。有点儿惊慌失措。真的。


我只不过想要做一个明白人,我只需要健康、快乐、自在、豁达、幸福、逍遥。这样子算不算胸无大志?算不算自私自利?算不算找不到人生的真谛?

我不相信四十岁是个分水岭,我认为每一天都是崭新的开始。这样子,可以不?

~写给四十岁的诗~

Saturday 5 November 2016

飞逝的风景


如果你遇见
窗外那棵时光的树,
请你转告,
没有什么是属于你的,
没有什么是属于我的,
车厢顺势一绕,
光阴已经缤纷飘散。

山林悸动,江流狂吼,
也只不过触动一刹那酿诗的冲动。
音韵缭绕,诗意发酵,
也只不过是一谷遇风就散的幽香。

再壮丽的抽象画,
再空灵的华彩乐,
到终点,云消雾散。

请你告诉飞逝的风景,
我再奋力回头盼,
它终究是虚幻。




写于某一个午后
当我踌躇于四十的门槛

Monday 17 October 2016

西安·许巍·旅行

我爱旅行,不收集纪念品,专收集那些来自骨子里最莫名的感动。

我爱旅行,更多时候不是追求地理意义上的跋涉,而是渴望漫看云卷云舒的境界。

因为已经去过西安,做起功课来没那么积极,然而关于西安的故事啊什么的,最近倒还是读了一些。这才知道,原来许巍、郑钧、张楚都是西安人。看来,经过漫长的岁月洗礼和深厚的文化积淀,盛世长安不再,却还留下几个摇滚乐手在围墙内外孤独呐喊。(郑钧说,摇滚就是现代的秦腔。) 

我一直喜欢许巍。可能骨子里有着执拗而坚韧的生命力。歌词写得特好。质朴。可以让一切喧嚣走远。

 

许巍 《旅行》
许巍作词、作曲

阵阵晚风吹动着松涛
吹响这风铃声如天籁
站在这城市的寂静处
让一切喧嚣走远

只有青山藏在白云间
蝴蝶自由穿行在清涧
看那晚霞盛开在天边
有一群向西归鸟

谁画出这天地
又画下我和你
让我们的世界绚丽多彩
谁让我们哭泣
又给我们惊喜
让我们就这样相爱相遇
总是要说再见
相聚又分离
总是走在漫长的路上

Saturday 15 October 2016

即将重游西安

人生第一次背起行囊自助游,第一站就选了西安。那,已经是十多年前的事了。

十多年前,西安的旅游业已经做得很好。古城内步伐缓慢,保留了古都精华;古城外硬体设施开始发达。没有牺牲了历史的烙印,没有牺牲了前进的步伐。而丝绸之路的文化交流促成自成一派的美食文化,至今让我魂牵梦萦。

我爱西安。这一次将要重游,我有点儿忐忑……

那十三朝古都的文化底蕴,在发展的巨轮下,依然迷人吗?记忆中那些个性十足的西安小食,依然美味吗?那些夜色下的剪影、秦砖汉瓦旁的晨钟暮鼓,还吼着厚朴的秦腔吗?

气象预测说将会细雨绵绵呢,妈妈和阿姨们在乌云满天的情况下是否也会爱上黄土高坡?或许我可以用胡辣汤和泡馍诱惑她们,或许我们可以在城墙上撑把油纸伞看雾雨蒙蒙,或许西岳华山秋韵可以帮我一把……


我希望,我们都爱西安……

Tuesday 27 September 2016

悠然而往

一晃,一个月过去了。千般滋味、万般感触都已沉淀。十六年岁月浓缩成一滴眼泪,在生命的湖泊中甚至翻不起一阵涟漪……该在生命中留下的珍贵都留下了,该在生命中遗忘的也没记起了……


朋友们问,在做些什么呢?我总答不上来。“悠然而往,悠然而来而已矣。” 算不算答案?只能说我渴望不惑,却一直还在寻觅。而立都还有距离,从心所欲简直遥不可及。

Tuesday 20 September 2016

Master of None



I have no idea who Aziz Ansari is when I decided to watch Master of None. Now I completed watching all his shows on Netflix Malaysia.

I didn't know anything about the show either. I was expecting for a lighthearted goofy comedy, but it turns out to be more of a drama with some comedic elements. All ten episodes are basically short films of themselves, bringing largely unaddressed issues of sex and race into a mainstream comedy. 

I binged this 5 hours show in one evening! It is entertaining, and at the same time, thought-provoking to me.

If you read the synopsis, it says it follows a 30-year-old actor who has trouble making decisions, navigates life in New York City. You change the age and city, this synopsis is applicable to everyone of us. At least, it fits me well. "Jack of all trades, master of none". That's me! Approaching 40 and I still haven't figured out anything about myself, not to mention Dharma.

Dev’s dad sums up what may be the greatest blessing but also the biggest curse Dev and all of us face: “You realize fun is a new thing, right? Fun is a luxury only your generation really has!”

(One of my favorite episode, "Parents" won Outstanding Writing for a Comedy Series at the 68th annual Emmy Awards.)

Wednesday 4 November 2015

缤纷世界的前尘往事

离乡背井的故事,总最让我动容。

像我们祖辈破浪乘风万里南游的事迹、像那些卖猪仔到旧金山的过去、像Bo Kaap里头那些从南洋被带到非洲当奴隶的往事……离乡背井的辛酸、妻离子散的悲苦、寄人篱下的委屈,我们或许以为我们可以想象,但我相信我们所想象的,不如他们所经历的千分之一。


出发前大家排了一张鬼马照
我们到达南非的第一天,就跟了Free City Sightseeing walking tour到Bo Kaap走一趟。除了要看那个缤纷世界,当然,更重要的,就是听一听当地人的故事。

这所谓免费walking tour的概念,是导游不领薪津,公司也不像顾客收费。导游只靠游客随缘给tips。应该是谁有空余时间就由谁带团的吧?

我们的导游知识丰富,也看得出他对Cape Town这个城市的热爱。说着那些前尘往事,他还会激动的。



我们的walking tour,从一家回教堂开始。

当年,East India Company从东南亚和印度带来了一大批的奴隶。当中,有许多回教徒。当时的奴隶都非常命苦,(比如说,一年三百六十五天只有一天休息,每年当主子大肆庆祝了新年,在隔天“恩赐”他们一天的休息。至于还有什么被虐待的事,就不是我们所能想象的了。)大家都需要宗教给予精神上的寄托。然而,当时白人社会可不允许什么宗教自由,奴隶们连可兰经都没。

在Robben Island的囚犯当中,有一位名叫Tuan Guru的。他凭记忆把整本可兰经给默写了下来,然后成为一众回教徒奴隶们的依靠。这本手写的可兰经,至今仍然被珍藏在Auwal Masjid(它也是南非最古老的回教堂)。Tuan Gurn为信徒争取了每个星期五的礼拜,又争取设立了场所,然后就这样子,慢慢的,回教开始在Cape Town扎根……

故事说得轻描淡写的,但谁都可以感受当年的悲与苦。


Bo Kaap neighborhood

导游说着Tuan Guru的故事……

这些从南洋被带来的人们,几代之后,已经看不出端倪了,只有食物,仍然带着东南亚的DNA。

和我们的糕点没什么分别(甜死我!!)

走进香料店,很有Little India的味道

据说Cape Malay语言上也还有一些蛛丝马迹,有一些词汇依然运用至今,比如说sla-ma-ja-lang(selamat jalan)、tra-ma-kas-sie(terima kasih)、bat-cha(baca)、ja-mang(jamban)、so^-pang(sopan)、pisang等。

对爱好摄影的人来说,这里是摄影天堂。对于别的游客来说,Bo Kaap仅仅是个旅游景点;而对我们这些同样来自东南亚的游客来说,却多了一种类似他乡遇故知的亲切。走在他们色彩缤纷的街道,感染了一身乐天知命。






 





如果你到Cape Town,不要忘了,走一趟这里的石板路,在缤纷世界里,看一段前尘往事……





请你也读:
Detail Itinerary: 南非十六天十六夜行程
景点:Company's Garden
景点:Table Mountain - 母亲城的灵魂
景点:Bo Kaap - 缤纷世界里的前尘往事
住宿:B.I.G.
Road Trip:Cape Town to Oudtshoorn
小镇:Oudtshoorn
住宿:Gumtree Guest House
Road Trip: Garden Route之Mossel Bay、George和Wilderness
住宿:Libertas Farm House
景点:Addo Elephant National Park
景点:Amakhala Private Game Reserve
Road Trip: Garden Route之Tsitsikamma
Road Trip: Garden Route之Knysna
住宿:Tides End Manor
Road Trip: Knysna to Hermanus
小镇:Hermanus and Kleinmond 三天两夜
Activity: 寻鲸记
住宿:StoepStories
Road Trip: From Kleinmond to Fishhoek
小镇:Fishhoek
住宿:Dream Villa
小镇:Simon's Town 及 Boulder's Beach
Activity: Cape Peninsula One Day Tour
景点:West Coast National Park
Activity: Hop On Hop Off之一:Kirstenbosch和Groot Constantia
Activity: Hop On Hop Off之二:Harbour Cruise、Downtown和Signal Hill
住宿:Brenwin Guest House
Packing tip: How I Pack for 18 Days South Africa Spring Trip in One Cabin Size Luggage

Wednesday 9 September 2015

Anak Kulim

第一次到小居林Anak Kulim Eatery & Gallery已经是一年前的事了。 一进入,就爱上了。那种复古情调、那种静观时光流逝的静谧……

我一直想写一写这家cafe,关于那些retro的机器人、关于那些童年时期每个人家里都有的家具、关于那你一走入就跌入时光隧道的空间……

直到从吉隆坡回乡的朋友踏入这家cafe,把那情怀给画了下来,我终于决定写一写这家cafe……









这家庭式经营的小小空间,卖的,是“家”的感觉,还有一种只有活在那个年代才会明白的情意结。怕热如我,愿意一而再地踏入这个没有空调的cafe,为的,就是那个老去的年华。里头有着几代人的回忆,有我们回不去的从前……

餐厅菜单相当简单,我们可以说也吃尽了每一道了。餐厅的食物非常清淡,吃起来就如家里的烹调,口味重的人可能不习惯,但我是相当喜爱的。简简单单朴实无华。

招牌菜:黑森林鸡腿饭



南瓜面


五香咖喱鸡饭

泰式炒饭

紫菜炒飯 (素食)

鸟巢米粉



家常意大利面

Japanese Cheese Cake

toast

Green Tea Mocha

午餐时间,餐厅总是客满。附近工厂的工友难得有这么的好去处,庆生日啊、farewell lunch啦……大家都堆在这儿热闹热闹。

我最喜欢晚餐时间,天黑了,暖暖昏黄的灯照亮着古老的空间。音乐懒洋洋地飘扬,微凉的夜里适合谈心、适合people watching、适合享受静谧……

几年后回首,可能大家都不在了,但这样子的角落、这样子的交流、这样的情意、这样的年华,我们会记住……